28.11.2013

Hi & Assalamualaikum..

fuhhhhh.. berhabuknya blog..hehe..maaf you alls.. tuan empunya blog sangatlah bz starting end of November to December 2013..tik tok tik tok..kejap je masa berlalu kan.. how fast time flies.. sedar x sedar dah nak habis 2013 pun.. :)

ok.. as stated above, 28.11.2013 was my 24th birthday.. Alhamdulillah.. masih dipanjangkan umur.. dikurniakan rezeki yang melimpah ruah.. walau bukan mewah tapi cukup dengan apa yang ada.. dikurniakan kesihatan yg baik..walau dah 3 minggu demam virus & 2 minggu batuk belum pulih, dah makan ubat dari 4 klinik, sekurang-kurangnya sakit ini tidak kronik.. ada org lain yg lebih susah & sakit.. dan of course, sakit itu kan penghapus dosa.. so it's not a burden at all.. (^_^) )... dan dikurniakan lebih masa untuk beribadat & bertaubat.. Thank you Allah SWT..for giving me more time to breath, to repent, and to come back to you.. Nothing is much more blessed than this..  :')

nak cerita about my birthday celebration sebenarnya.. Birthday celebration tahun ni rasanya lebih bermakna.. sebab ada 5 celebration...hahahahaha.. banyak benauu kan.. over..kalah retisss..kehkeh.. for the 1st celebration, on 28th November 2013 itself.. actually, i didn't expect anything from my fiancee or my friends.. just expect a dinner with loved ones & friends.. that's all.. and i didn't know my fiancee had arranged something for me... on that day, i was busy finishing my first paper to submit to my sv.. i just got a message from him..asking for Mira (my rumate) phone number.. kinda suspicious, sbb mcm bley agak jee...hahaha.. i know my fiancee wasn't a romantic type person.. pernah lupa my birthday juga zaman-zaman awal bercinta dulu.. he rarely showed how much he care & love me.. post anything about me or about us kat fb pon jarang sgt-sgt.. maybe he is kinda ego-type man..so boleh imagine tak mcm mana dia? hehe.. and because of this also, at one moment, i turned to someone else who showed more attention, care & love (which i thought it was real, but it wasn't.. i was being fooled for years until one day Allah SWT wake me up after i asked Him to show me the truth.. and at last i know who's the real Diamond, who's the real glass actually.. Alhamdulillah.. Alhamdulillah.. knowing that Allah SWT save me & help me to go through all the circumstances in my life, and He even give me more joy after that, it's a real bless).. so, that's why i never put high expectation towards my fiancee.. 

So, at night, we went to The Mines after Isyak.. duk berlegar-legar kat dalam The Mines, seeing my fiancee & friends planning something..tapi buat-buat tak tahu jela..hahaha.. sampai la tetiba diberitahu..planning x jadi makan kat The Mines, pergi balik area Serdang.. sebelum tu da cakap dengan rumate, "nak makan katne ni? jangan la kedai mamak"..but it seems like my destiny for 24th birthday celebration was at Kedai Mamak baru kat Serdang..hahaha.. masa sampai-sampai kat restoran mamak tu, a bit surprise coz ramai sangat kawan-kawan datang.. masa tu taufiq, che pak, kak long, qema, semua da ada.. nampak something in box atas meja.. macam 2 biji kek boxnya.. pastu start order-order makanan, then, terus dorang bawak box tu depan mata & suruh me bukak...pastu my rumate hulur bunga kat my fiancee.. asking him to give it to me... tadaaaaaa

my dream cake.. It's a birthday cake from Wahdi Farhad, the owner of Le Chouette Macaron yang famous kat FB & Instagram.. macam tak percaya je.. hehe.. Me & my rumate memang adore gila kat Wahdi Farhad because he create many awesome macarons & cakes.. selalu usha-usha kat insta.. then, saje memain kat my fiancee, tag dia kat gambar kek lawa-lawa, cakap 'birthday saya nanti saya nak cake macam ni..hehe'.. i never thought that he would buy one coz for me it was quite expensive.. i know my fiancee didn't have a lot of money, since we are getting married soon, most of our expenses was for the wedding.. besides, to get through Wahdi Farhad, was never been easy.. i saw many customers complained that he never replied their messsage/whatsapp.. coz he had too much orders.. and what makes me shock the most is that, my fiancee just ordered this cake a day before, which is on 27.11.13 evening, sedangkan other peoples ada yang booked months and few weeks before.. mungkin dah takdir & Allah SWT had fated that cake would be mine, so He make my wish came true.. nampak tak kat situ? bila Allah SWT kata Jadilah, maka Jadilah..kan?? and he was a kinda shy person who never ordered anything from on9.. dia x pernah shopping on9 kot..hahahaha.. so i was quite stumble & wonder how would he ordered the cake & so on.. i read those whatsapp conversation between him & Mr. Wahdi, and i laughed..hahaha.. kaku sgt.. boleh plak cakap 'bang, saya x reti nak romantik2, abang tulis jela apa yang sesuai kat atas kek tu'..hahahaha.. naif sangat kan.. :P

My cake on Wahdi Farhad's Instagram.. weeeee.. :D

inside the cake.. butterscotch..red velvet & chocolate...  seriously sedap sangat-sangat.. it's really worth the price.. especially the vanilla macaroons.. dap dap dap..pasni pasti order lagi.. :)

Bunga ini my rumate telah diarahkan beli..patut mira & kak long hilang masa ronda-ronda kat The mines..tetiba muncul qema..hahaha 

the birthday girl with the cake & a beautiful rose..  

the happy faces candid mode of me..senyum sampai telinga.. :D

The birthday girl with the person that she guaranteed, she will never find someone like him in this world.. who always love her, for who she is.. who never wanted to leave her..who never wanted to seek other girls who is much prettier or knowing other girls as he found that she is the most amazing person in this world.. who sincerely love her no matter how many years had passed by.. who always willing to be there in her life when she's broken to pieces.. who always be with her during ups & downs.. who always fight for her, even he knew the girl real feeling.. who is patiently wait for her to come back in his life even he was hurted.. who always see her as the best person that he ever met in his life.. who never wanted to change her.. who accepts her when she's skinny or fat.. who still want her even she has the ugliest face on earth due to changing hormone & the abundance of pimples..who always advise her to forget & forgives those who had wronged her..who always encouraged her for not giving up on her dreams.. who always wanted her to be part of his life forever.. who wanted to grow old with her, have abundance of cute babies & built future dreams with her.. Allah SWT.. help us to seek your Jannah..Please ease our way..i am thankful for having this person in my life..  :') btw, ignore his annoying face..haha

and here's the random pic event of the day.. it was much more meaningful celebrating your good old days with bunch of awesome friends.. who always care, advise & make your day awesome.. Mr. Ben know how much i care about my friends.. even i asked his permission to invite my friends for dinner that day.. but he already planned everything with them..supposedly the plan is, bring me to Pizza Hut The Mines, where everyone is ready, giving the cakes to the pizza workers & surprised me.. however that plan need to be changed as Pizza Hut pukul 9pm dah closed..haha.. anyway, thank you for those efforts..even the event didn't come out as planned, i feel so much happy & blessed to have all of you in my life.. this is the first time Mr. Ben trying to do something extraordinary, i did appreciate it.. He tried to make me happy.. He tried to surprise me.. he tried to be the guy that i love.. that night, after dinner he even apologized me for he's being imperfect.. he blamed himself for the plan that didn't went well & i have to celebrate my birthday at Kedai Mamak.. hahaha.. having him & good friends beside me, it's already enough.. i feel blessed.. :')

excited me & kak long..hehe

with my beautiful girls.. :) 

Nur Izwa.. Amirah Syahmi.. Qemma Caspio.. me.. Fatin Syakirah.. Esya Abbas.. 

with my handsome boys.. Amin Mokhtar (Taufiq), Naim Abdullah (he's my fiancee's bestfren.. dua2 gambar pejam mata..hahaha..), Fakhri Zainuddin (Che Pak) and ehem..mr fiancee.. heeee.. Jeri je takdak..huhu 

us..camwhoring..hehehe.. thank you Allah SWT for giving me the chance to know these awesome people in my life.. you take one, you give me more.. i'm blessed indeed.. :')

the next day, i went back to Terengganu.. so 2nd Birthday Celebration will be with mama & adik.. :D

selfie dulu..hahahaha 

 

me with mama... i love you.. :')

 

my adik.. Ena..  peminat KPOP tegar..hahahah :D

our lunch  at Chicken Rice Shop (favourite Abah & Mama) & cupcakes of the day.. ajak mama beli kat Baker's Tales Cuppy.. nyummmy!

Abah absent coz pergi kursus..so the next day when he came back, we celebrate my birthday again for the 3rd time.. this time with mama, abah, adik, mr fiancee & his mom..my future mother in law.. :D

having dinner at Sri Wangsa Seafood.. the best sweet sour is here.. menu for dinner.. :) 

orang kesayangan hamba.. adik..mama..abah.. abah bz dgn phone 24 jam..hahaha 

mr.fiancee..his ummi.. and me.. :) semua x sabo nk makang..haha

Esoknya da balik UPM.. hari tu da niat.. during my birthday nak bagi kawan-kawan cake in jar.. so balik rumah buat.. bawak pergi UPM.. heee..therefore, we had 4th Birthday Celebration at Domino's Pizza Seri Kembangan..hehe..this time lagi ramai join..kak izu..aiman & his friend, syafiq.. :)

homemade cake in jar (choc moist & red velvet) made by me for my awesome friends..baked with love..hihi

the boys...  

the girls...kami la yang menghuru- harakan domino's pizza tu..hehe

and last celebration.. when my parent come to KL on weekend.. abah ada kursus di Negeri Sembilan.. so, mama & adik yang baru habis spm mahu datang KL enjoy katanya..hehe..pick up mama & adik at KLIA.. & then, the story of my sickness started.. tetiba pening, seram sejuk.. i can't even walk.. baru happy happy nak bawak mama & adik jalan-jalan kat Nilai.. abes punah.. me terbaring je dalam kereta.. suruh Mr. Fiancee bawak mama & adik jalan2.. sampai masa nak pilih langsir & cadar bilik pengantin pun terpaksa dipapah..wuwuuwuuu..malamnya terus pergi klinik.. makan ubat Dr.. but still not feeling well till today.. :(

oh ye.. sambung cerita.. celebrate malam pertama dengan makan kat Foodcourt Kajang tu.. and then the last nite, at Johny's, Jusco Cheras Selatan.. lepas makan, pergi karaoke with family kat sederet dengan My Home Hotel.. Nyanyi sampai sakit tekak..haha :P

antara menu for dinner..  

Cinta Hati saya dunia akhirat.. Abah & Mama.. sayang mereka sangat-sangat.. :') 

Along.. me.. Mr. Fiancee yang semakin membulat juga..hahaha 

abah nyanyi dengan semangatnya..haha 

happy family.. :) 

Asyik makan sedap je.. mana x gemuks kan..hahaha.. therefore, i'm officially increased 3-4 kg..hahaha.. xpela.. Gemuk tanda bahagia kan?hehe.. Thank you Allah SWT for everything..for having all of these people in my life..surrounded by a good family and friends.. i feel blessed day by day.. now i know.. Allah SWT tidak pernah merampas apa yang kita sayang.. Sebaliknya Dia menggantikan dengan yang lebih baik daripada itu.. :)

p/s: maaf lah cerita panjang sangat.. lepas gian hampir sebulan tak menulis..hehe.. see ya next time.. ;)

~One day~

Hi & Assalamualaikum..

~One day that guy or girl will MISS YOU. I mean that person who was so special to you, whom you trusted and loved so much with all your heart but paid you back by cheating on you, asking you to give him or her space, fooling you with fake excuses and eventually dumping you for others. He or she will realize that you were the right person for him or her but it will be too late to make it up to you. You have done whatever it takes, you have cried and pleaded for that person but there’s no change! Come on enough is enough. Just try to leave your life now, go back to your old ways and forget that person. I know it’s very hard but if you surrender everything to GOD he can deal with it. Be strong and happy again because you’re someone’s reason to smile. Life goes on.- unknown~

p/s: a note to myself.. it's useless to be with someone that don't know your value, taking you for granted and even hurt you more & more after what you've done for them.. i was lucky that Allah SWT had saved me from that kind of person.. the most important thing is that, i learned that i shouldn't chase people.. be myself.. do my own things.. work hard for my future and less care about others.. the right people.. the ones who really belong in my life, will come to me... and stay... 

~Mungkin Nanti~

Hi & Assalamualaikum..

Saatnya ku berkata mungkin yang terakhir kalinyaSudahlah lepaskan semua kuyakin inilah waktunyaMungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagiMungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagiSatu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembaliRasa yang kutinggal matiSeperti hari kemarin saat semua disini

Dan bila hatimu termenung bangun dari mimpi-mimpimuMembuka hatimu yang dulu cerita saat bersamakuMungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagiMungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Tak usah kau tanyakan lagiSimpan untukmu sendiriSemua sesal yang kau cariSemua rasa yang kau beri

~ Genggaman- Sebuah cerita teladan~

Hi & Assalamualaikum..

SUAMIKU...KETIKA PEKERJA TADI DATANG UNTUK MENGISI AIR KE DALAM TEMPAYAN...TIBA-TIBA DIA PUN MEMEGANG TANGANKU...

Pernah diceritakan kisah seorang lelaki yang bertaqwa, menjaga solatnya, berpuasa dan menjaga ibadahnya kepada Allah Taala. Isterinya juga seorang yang bertaqwa. Suatu hari, apabila dia pulang ke rumah dia melihat air muka isterinya berubah dan menjadi kemerah-merahan. Dia sangat terkejut dengan keadaan tersebut.

Lalu, si suami bertanya kepada isterinya perkara yang telah berlaku, tetapi isterinya enggan menceritakannya. Apabila dia berterusan meminta isterinya menceritakan apa yang berlaku, isterinya bertanya :

“ Adakah kamu mengenali pengisi air itu? ”
– Pengisi air yang dimaksudkan adalah orang yang mengisikan air ke dalam tempayan untuk diminum oleh tuan rumah.

Suaminya menjawab : “ Ya ”

Isterinya meneruskan kata-katanya : “ Berapa lamakah dia telah berkhidmat dengan kita? ”

Suaminya menjawab “ Lebih dari 30 tahun ”

Isterinya bertanya lagi : “ Adakah kamu mengetahui kejahatan atau keburukan pada dirinya? ”

Jawab suaminya : “ Tidak ”

Isterinya pun berkata : “ Hari ini dia telah melakukan satu perbuatan yang buruk ”

Lelaki itu bertanya : “ Apakah yang telah dia lakukan? ”

Isterinya pun menjawab : “ Ketika dia datang untuk mengisi air ke dalam tempayan di dalam rumah kita seperti kebiasaannya, aku pun membuka tempayan tersebut. Apabila aku menutup kembali tudung tempayan tersebut, tiba-tiba dia pun memegang tanganku dan menggengam pergelangan tanganku kuat sedikit ”

Apabila suami itu mendengar cerita tersebut, dia menangis sepuas hatinya. Kemudian, suaminya bangun solat taubat sebanyak dua rakaat meminta pengampunan dengan Tuhannya.

Si isteri bertanya : “ Mengapa dengan kamu? Mengapa kamu tidak pergi kepadanya dan menghukumnya? ”

Si suami menjawab : “ Tidak, apa yang berlaku berpunca daripada diriku sendiri ”

Perhatikan maksud kata-kata ini ;
“ Apa yang berlaku berpunca daripada diriku sendiri ”

Isteri bertanya : “ Bagaimana begitu ”

Jawab lelaki tersebut: “ Telah datang kepadaku seorang wanita hari ini, dia meminta aku membaiki gelang tangannya yang diperbuat daripada emas. Ketika dia masukkan gelang tersebut ke tangannya untuk ditunjukkan kepadaku untuk menunjukkan saiznya, aku tidak menundukkan pandanganku. Aku melihat tangannya melebihi had yang sepatutnya. Nafsu menguasai diriku dan aku meletakkan tanganku pada gelangnya dan menggengam sedikit tangannya seperti lelaki tersebut menggengam tanganmu ”

Ketika mereka tidur, datanglah seorang dalam mimpi si suami lalu dia berkata: “ Gengaman dibalas gengaman. Sekiranya kamu melakukan lebih daripada itu kepada perempuan tersebut, lelaki itu juga akan melakukan lebih dari itu kepada isterimu ”

MORAL OF THE STORY...
✔ Tundukkan pandangan dari melihat perkara yang diharamkan oleh ALLAH Ta'ala.
✔ ALLAH Ta'ala akan membalas segala perkara buruk yang kita lakukan.
✔ Sebagaimana kita tidak suka orang yang kita sayangi disakiti, kita juga perlu menjaga diri dari menyakiti orang lain.
✔ Bersegeralah memohon keampunan dari ALLAH Ta'ala apabila melakukan dosa dengan sebenar-benar taubat dan berazamlah untuk tidak mengulanginya lagi.
✔ Mohonlah perlindungan dari ALLAH Ta'ala supaya tidak terjebak dalam perkara yang dimurkaiNya.
✔ Berusahalah menjadi hambaNya yang mentaati suruhanNYA dan meninggalkan maksiat kepadaNya.
✔ Basahkan lidah dengan istighfar. Dalam masa yang sama, hiasi diri dengan amalan ketaatan dan meninggalkan maksiat sebagai tanda benarnya istighfar yang diucapkan.
✔ Banyakkan muhasabah setiap amalan yang kita lakukan dalam kehidupan seharian

Firman ALLAH yang bermaksud : “ Dan bersegeralah memohon keampunan dari Tuhanmu dan syurga yang luasnya seluas langit dan bumi. Dijanjikan kepada orang yang bertaqwa. (Iaitu) orang yang membelanjakan (hartanya) di waktu senang dan susah, orang yang menahan perasaan marahnya dan mengampuni kesalahan manusia. Dan Allah Taala itu suka kepada orang yang berbuat kebaikan. Dan orang yang apabila melakukan perbuatan yang keji atau menzalimi dirinya, lalu mereka mengingati Allah, mereka terus memohon keampunan dari Allah atas dosa yang mereka lakukan dan mereka tidak meneruskan perbuatan kejinya itu sedang mereka mengetahuinya. Mereka itu balasannya adalah keampunan dari Tuhannya serta syurga yang mengalir di dalamnya sungai-sungai. Mereka kekal di dalamnya. Sebaik-baik pahala bagi orang yang beramal ” -Ali-‘Imran : 133-136

Kisah ini telah diceritakan oleh Al Habib Ali Al Jifri ( keturunan Rasulullah SAW )

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~khatam~

Hi  Assalamualaikum...

18/11/2013... Alhamdulillah berjaya khatam Al-Quran lagi.. yang ke-2 kot? officially.. last time khatam masa sekolah rendah dulu.. biasa baca Al-Quran ikut surah yang diminati sahaja.. tak ingat start bila.. mungkin tahun 2011.. Dah niat & berazam nak betul-betul khatam Al-Quran sekali lagi sebelum kahwin.. Alhamdulillah Allah SWT makbulkan.. InsyaAllah nanti kalau ada rezeki lebih, nak buat majlis khatam Al-Quran & majlis berinai sekali.. here's a good reminder for us.. Each of us, deep in our heart, we want to be a better person than who we are yesterday right? may this list will boost our Iman & increase our faith toward our Creator, Allah SWT the Almighty.. Amin.. 

p/s: Siapa jua bakal imam saya, yang telah ditakdirkan untuk bersama saya, dunia & akhirat, saya berharap dia dapat menerima diri saya seadanya.. kekurangan saya.. kelebihan saya.. siapa jua bakal imam saya, insyaAllah saya terima dengan ikhlas & redha.. ajal, maut, jodoh semua telah ditakdirkan Allah SWT.. sebagai manusia, saya hanya mampu berusaha, berdoa & tawakkal agar dikurniakan jodoh yang baik.. harus ikhlas dan redha..terima seadanya.. saya tak kisah macam mana pun kisah silam dia.. saya hanya berharap semoga kami sama-sama berusaha utk menjadi hamba Allah SWT yang lebih baik berbanding sebelum ni.. sama-sama menuju ke Jannah.. sanggup membimbing saya yg banyak kekurangan ini utk menjadi isteri solehah.. sabar mendidik saya yang agak degil ni.. utk mencapai title 'isteri solehah' bukan mudah.. tapi ganjarannya besar.. dia berhak memasuki mana-mana syurga yang dikehendaki.. Semoga saya juga tergolong dalam kelompok itu suatu hari nanti.. Amin..  setiap orang ada masa silam.. kalau jahat, tak semestinya dia akan jahat selama-lamanya..kalau baik, tak semestinya akan sentiasa baik.. Iman itu ada turun naiknya.. Allah SWT ada bermacam-macam cara utk menguji para hambaNya.. dan Ujian yang berat akan diberi pada hamba-hambaNya yang terpilih.. hidayahNya juga akan diberi kepada orang-orang terpilih..kadangkala musibah yang menimpa hidup seseorang itu adalah amaran dan peringatan kpd kita agar tidak lebih jauh tersesat lagi.. Dia mahu kita kembali kepadaNya..  yang penting, pintu taubat & rahmatNya sentiasa terbuka utk para hambaNya..semoga kita jua kembali kepadaNya dalam keadaan Husnul Khotimah.. regardless the sins that we did yesterday, we surely can be a better person today.. it depends on us to choose & decide who & what kind of person that we wanted to be today.. and our action today will determine our future and hereafter..remember, everything start from our heart..  -self note

 i do feel special..do you? Alhamdulillah.. :)

~D Maz Enterprise Family Day~

Hi & Assalamualaikum...

Lama tak update event-event penting dalam hidup.. mood menulis blog dah ke laut..just banyak meluahkan perasaan dengan bait-bait puitis yang ke laut juga.. hehe.. macam event as stated above tu, dah lama sebenarnya.. 12/10/13.. hari sabtu.. few days before hari raya aidiladha.. means bercuti dulu baru raya.. rajin sangat sbb baru nak menulis khennnn...

ok.. let's begin the story.. my aunt, Ateh, she's a contractor for a school canteen.. 6 years in a row she managed to get the tender.. hebat tak? hebat tak? dulu-dulu time undergraduate, cuti sem, or whenever she called me for help, selalu datang keje dengan beliau lah.. sebab tu bila stay dengan dia, badan i olss macam dipam-pam.. kerja kat tempat yang syurga makanan..hehe

my aunt ni memang pemurah & baik orangnya.. jarang sangat berkira.. kalau ada rezeki lebih, dia memang suka belanja pekerja-pekerja.. main bowling la.. tournament la.. belanja makan la.. apa-apa la.. dengan syarat pekerja-pekerja kena rajin.. baru bos sayang..hihi.. tapi family day ni la yg julung-julung kalinya diadakan secara besar-besaran.. hadiah banyak..macam-macam aktiviti dari pagi sampai petang.. game yg melibatkan couple & family.. walaupun pekerja-pekerja tak stay kat resort tu, just family members terdekat je yang stay resort (semua ditaja oleh beliau), diorang sangat enjoy..sempat mandi kolam semua.. makanan kat resort sedap tapi selalu x cukup.. agak kecewa dengan servis resort nih..hmmmm (-_-) ok.. taknak cerita panjang-panjang, layan gambar le pulak.. :D

memandangkan my sis & me from UPM Serdang, we went to Kuantan on 11/10/2013-Jumaat.. kebetulan mama, abah & adik datang KL untuk appointment IJN abah, so konvoi ke Kuantan sekali.. racing dengan abah mama je sepanjang jalan..hahaha.. gadis kental seperti saya memang suka long distance driving.. oh, just found out that my new hobby since i have 'baby boo' is long distance driving.. alone or with company.. hehe.. jom camwhore dulu before started the long journey.. :D

 ootd.. please ignore the messy room.. hahaha

 here we are in Le Village Resort.. resort ni sebenarnya da lama.. & asyik bertukar management.. dulu-dulu lagi cantik..sekarang baru dalam proses renovation balik.. 

the resort view..

me.. 

younger sista.. Ena.. 

me & Ena.. angin laut kuat gila.. abes berterbangan tudung..hehe

the next day.. yeay!! plain me ready utk bersukaneka.. hehe.. semangat mengalahkan budak kecik.. mata sedikit sembab di situ gara-gara drama swasta yang berlaku pada malam sebelumnya.. *keep it to myself*

summary aktiviti di hari kejadian.. sukaneka mcm2 ragam.. sakit perut gelak tgk telatah mereka.. x sempat nak suruh sesapa snapkan pic kami yg tgh bersukaneka.. mak sedara & pak sedara gelagat semua kalah budak2.. hahaha.. love those memories.. :)

me.. cousin.. my sis.. anak anak dara yang dah tak available.. teheeee..tengah menunggu giliran untuk karaoke.. 

1st time join pertandingan karaoke.. 1st time jadi juara.. walaupun masa ni tgh demam & suara  sengau..hahaha.. out of 12 contestant.. Alhamdulillah rezeki..of coz nyanyi lagu Adele-Set Fire to the Rain that brought me to this victory.. lepas ni mungkin boleh audition AF or X Factor? hahahahah :P

mama sama sibuk nak bergambar dengan hamper.. siap cakap "angah letak la dalam FB gambar mama ni cakap mama menang pertandingan karaoke"..hahahahah.. macam comel je mama saya.. :')

Antara video of the day.. yang kecoh-kecoh ke hulu ke hilir tu mak sdare-mak sdare i olls yang vogue the vass ye.. yang gelak kuat sekali tu the boss of the family day.. hehe.. 

so, that's all.. banyak lagi entry akan ditulis selepas ni..all those sweet & bad memories, i'll write here.. so that 1 day when i looked back what i've been through in my life,especially the miserable one, i'll be grateful that i managed to go through it all.. and happy memories, it'll be remembered till end of my life..and one day if i'm not here on earth anymore, those posts, those writing, those pictures, will be remembered & revised by the people i love when they miss me.. this blog is like a treasure.. my life.. insyaAllah will write more awesome post after this.. so wait.. :)

~ Close the Door ~

Hi & Assalamualaikum...

i always did.. but at last, i'm the one who hurt so bad.. it's time to change.. 

substracting myself from anyone and anything that make me suffer.. there's one point in my life when i feel that, enough is enough.. i just can't take this no more.. 

i know i've been tested for some reason.. Allah SWT is planning something big for me in future.. He loves me.. He want me to come back to the right path.. as i've been lost all this time.. 

Definitely.. everything went well now.. Alhamdulillah.. Alha,dulillah.. Alhamdulillah.. i feel so blessed day by day.. Praise to Allah SWT because of Him,  i feel much more contented, happy, and calm that i never felt before.. He's the one who make me feel this way after so much heartache & hardship i faced in my life before.. He's the Almighty.. He's a listener.. He's a forgiver.. He knows everything.. 

Rejection, hurt, mistakes, failures.. all those things will make me grow further.. 

I do believe Him.. have faith on Him.. Allah SWT the Almighty have answers to all unsolved questions.. He knows what best for me.. Indeed, He's the one who can make anything possible.. even it might seems impossible.. & He will only granted me the best.. I know.. :)

p/s: Perjalanan hidup ini masih panjang.. banyak lagi cabaran yang akan ditempuh.. semoga akan terus tabah menghadapi hari-hari mendatang.. Just always remember, Life is a journey from Allah SWT to Allah SWT..  :')