~ Saya Bahagia~

Hi & Assalamualaikum..

today is sunday..bermalasan di atas katil...weee...lama aihhh x update belog..missing u..kehkeh.. baca tajuk entry pon da xley blah kann??ngeeee.. Ape definisi 'Saya Bahagia' tu? meh nak cite... :)

1. Saya bahagia dgn kehidupan saya sekarang..currently I'm in Pekan, Pahang..helping my aunt with her canteen.. coz my uncle pergi umrah with atok & toki..they just arrived here on last Thursday.. not sure till when I'll be here.. maybe till school holidays.. I just love being here in Pekan.. I'm surrounded by lovely people here.. I can feel the warmth of love here..I love the peace & unity of the people here.. In fact, I think I love the air here compared to Terengganu.. It's more peaceful & calm here.. seriously.. I love the environment & people  in Pekan more than Terengganu.. people here are more friendly...mmg extremely different from Terengganu.. here, even x kenal satu sama lain pon bley senyum dari jauh.. duduk makan semeja.. bley bergurau senda.. saya x tipu.. semalam after senam seni selepas Karnival YO!, we olls pergi mkn...meja semua penuh..ada abg tu..die mkn sorg2..kami mintak izin nk duk semeja..& dia x kisah.. another story, it happened last week.. masa kami pergi aerobik anjuran Karnival Bomba Peringkat Kebangsaan..juga di Dataran Pekan.. we never knew each other..but Uncle Indian tu sgt friendly tegur kenapa saya duduk aje x aerobic..actually da buat halfway..tapi sy demam.. x larat..so stop...krg x psl2 pengsan lagik! hahaha.. If you really want to know, learn & feel the unity & what 1Malaysia meant, please come here..stay here..here u will learn all those stuff.. with such a great old buildings & nice view to see, Pekan sgt cantek.. kalo nak wedding photoshoot sini, banyak places yg ada..like museum Sultan Abu Bakar..river waterfront.. muzium kapal.. area sini mcm zaman dulu2.. still ada nilai estetika seni pada bangunan lama...pastu every week mcm2 aktiviti ada kat sini.. yg mana whole families & friends can gather up & involves in such activities.. mengeratkan silatulrahim with people..tapi the most I love being here is the peaceful & how people from different religious & race live together..the environment which I can't see in Terengganu.. let me just compare this situation.. In Terengganu, even people with differences in political views pon sembahyang jumaat kat masjid lain2.. U know what I meant rite? tu sebangsa & seagama.. but here, even political view lain2 pon masih dibawah bumbung masjid yg sama.. still bersatu & hidup aman.. & x nampak terlalu ekstrem politik di sini.. itu yg saya suka.. besides, sekolah dorg pon bercampur.. ada Malay, Chinese, Indian learning together in a school.. Chinese woman married malay man.. kat Terengganu, it was rare to see this situation.. seriously.. & then people in Terengganu who support BERSIH 3.0 wanna talk about bias, unity & racist?(&^@#$%^&.. please don't talk about this when u don't really understand about the meaning of unity & racist.. *still pissed of psl BERSIH 3.0 actually...hahaha*okbai

2. Saya bahagia dengan kehidupan saya sekarang.. even jobless.. but I still feel blessed by Him.. setakat ini saya tidak mengalami masalah kewangan lagi.. Even x keje gaji ribu riban.. even just baking cakes, cupcakes & apam polkadot.. * gigih mencari duit nih! :P* setakat saya habis belajar till now, my parent x penah lg support me.. saya masih lg boleh berdikari.. saya masih boleh berdiri di atas kaki sendiri.. Alhamdulillah x menyusahkan parent.. that's me.. saya susah diri sendiri tak ape.. tapi saya x suka menyusahkan orang lain..parent bagi duit sebulan sekali sbb baru dpt gaji tu normal la kan..haha.. lgpon keje ngan ateh, she did give me money.. I still can buy those things I wanted.. tapi kena berjimat cermat & x boros sgt la..kehkehkeh.. skrg saya sdg cuba menahan nafsu shopping.. saya admit sy gila shopping.. skrg tgh gila shopping online..adoiyaiiii :P tapi semuanya utk business saya..utk diri sendiri saya hold dulu..bayangkan ajela.. handbag da rabak kronik pon pakai lagi tau..sob..sob... Apa-apa pon saya tahu Allah SWT sedang merancangkan sesuatu yg terbaik utk saya.. Dia berikan apa yg saya perlu.. bukan apa yg saya mahu.. saya tahu ada hikmah kenapa sampai sekarang I still jobless.. I know He want to send me a message.. A message of what should i do next.. saya hanya mampu berusaha.. cuma saya harap jalan saya nanti dipermudahkan.. Amin.. (^_^)

3. Saya bahagia hidup dgn famili saya.. Mama Abah saya.. saya sayang mereka.. mungkin mmg jenis anak ke 2 x reti nk tunjuk perasaan melalui perkataan @ucapan dr mulut.. maybe sudah lumrah jadi anak ke 2 selalu memendam perasaan & susah nk luahkan.. saya jenis yg suka tunjuk melalui perbuatan.. ya.. saya x reti nk berkata-kata manis @ membodek @ bercerita.. saya hanya bertindak..iaitu melalui pemberian something.. gifts.. results exam.. itu aja yg saya reti.. Insyaallah kalo nyawa saya panjang, saya mahu membalas jasa mereka... MAMA & ABAH.. I really love you both.. sincerely from my heart.. I promise, 1 day I'll make both of you proud.. :')

4. Saya bahagia dgn BF saya.. even hari-hari gado..hahaha.. biasalah bila PJJ ni..huehuehue.. dia risau saya di sini..saya risau dia di sana..selalu ragu2 & cemburu.. alangkan lidah lagi tergigit..inikan pula suami isteri.. masalahnye suami isteri ke ooiii??hahaha.. jgn slh faham.... hahaha.. maksud saya di sini, even suami isteri pon bergado,yg bertunang & couple tu confirm la lg kuat gaduh..ye x??hahahaha.. pandai2 aje.. :P.. saya xnk cakap byk psl relationship ni.. sbb masih x pasti.. cuma saya berharap hubungan kami dipermudahkan.. yela..sampai bila harus begini.. couple da nak masuk 6 tahun.. ye.. 6 tahun (termasuk la 8 bln clash dulu..hahaha).. ummi die selalu dtg umah saya..saya pulak selalu jumpa & ziarah famili dia.. bila xde pape ikatan, rasa x sedap la.. i mean, segan.. ingat saya suka ke begini? sampai bila nak berkawan?  kalo la kaya raya, i dah kawen ye u olls..hahaha.. kdg2 terpikir, perlu ke putuskan dulu smpai kewangan dh stabil?hmmmmmm.. sbb apa yg saya fikirkan sekarang ini hanyalah ikatan yg sah.. bila ada yang itu, org lain da xkn bercakap psl kita.. bley elak fitnah & dosa.. mcm2 lagilah..kdg2 terpikir jgk..xnak tunang.. terus je wat majlis.. boleh cut cost di situ..huhu.. semalam pergi wedding jiran ateh.. first time attend kenduri kawen yg dibuat pada malam hari.. best jugak rasa.. tenang je.. org dtg mkn lepas isyak.. xde pon bersanding..just pelamin utk bergambar.. lauk pauk pon sederhana je..tapi sedap.. kalo nk meraikan org, x semestinya mahal2 kan? saya suka makan nasi ayam.. wedding saya nanti nak wat malam & bg tetamu nasi ayam je boley???hahaha.. :P bukan ape..my personal opinion.. biar la buat ikut kemampuan sendiri..bukan ikut ckp org.. lantak la org lain nk mengutuk ke apa.. itu masalah dorng.. yg penting kita buat yg wajib aje..bkn orang lain yang akan tanggung dosa kita pon..diri sendiri kan?? buat ape wedding grand2 tapi membazir..majlis perkahwinan sehari je.. yg penting kehidupan lepas kahwin.. kan??kan??ehhh! ehhh! knape tetiba tercakap psl kawen nih? hahahaha.. okbai..:P

5. Saya bahagia dgn kehidupan skrg sbb i don't care about other people.. xyah nak pikir what other people will think about us..xyah amek port kata2 mereka yg jealous & suka buat kita down..xyah kesah org lain nk mengumpat, nak mengata ke hape.. for now, i just care about myself..my life plan & everything.. less concern about other people will make us less busybody, less hurted, less burden..hehe.. i feel free & contented enough with my life now.. Alhamdulillah.. Syukran Ya Allah.. I want to change to a better person..InsyaAllah.. People do mistakes.. People who always success & never do mistakes is actually the people who never learn something new...so, let bygone be bygone.. ..live your life today for better tomorrow.. (^_^)