~sy rindu sgt2 & sayang pada mereka2 yg pernah hadir dlm hidup sy.. :)~

hi & assalamualaikum..

tetiba ari ni hani teringat kt kawan2 mase belajar degree dulu.. kenangan mase time degree dulu.. byk sgt all those sweet memories.. FYI, mase time degree kt UMT dulu, hani ade 5 org BFF.. i'll tell you all bout them..

1. Nur Izzati Binti Mohd Zaki.. zati skrg tgh same study & keje ngan hani, so ari2 jumpe.. xla rindu sgt kan... kehkeh..zati ni plg lama la ngan hani.. bley dikatakan kitorg mcm belangkas.. kitorg da phm sgt perangai masing2.. & byk rahsie hani cik zati ni tau.. :P.. dulu kalo hani dating, slalu bwk cik zati ni.. last2, die tsangkut plak kat kwn Mr.Ben iaitu En. Faiz..kehkeh.. kitorg pon x sngka dorg ley couple.. mane taknye, dorg senyap2 aje.. diam2 ubi berisi..hehe.. :P.. pape pon, die la kwn hani smpai mati.. kitorg da byk susah sng same2..kan2?? :)


ni la cik zati ngan sy.. :)



2. BFF hani yang ke-2 plak namanye cik Nurul Hadijah Binti Idris.. or we called her as DJ..hani knal ngan DJ since study kt Matrix Pahang.. we all classmates.. x sangka dulu dpt satu course degree.. kt UMT pon kitorg baik sgt2.. & mase third year, kitorg rumate.. da jodoh kan??hahaha.. kitorg lak sekepala.. mmg havoc abes la mase jdik rumate dulu.. kitorg slalu msak kt bilik.. curik2 y'all.. mujur pihak asrama xtau..haha.. mcm2 la kenangan ngn cik dj ni.. hehe.. dj sgt best.. :)


miss DJ & miss Honey.. :)

p/s: sori ye syg psl t'silap tarikh birthday aritu.. ;')


3. BFF hani yg ke-3 ialah Cik Huda.. or her fullname is Izzatul Huda Binti Abd. Ghaffar.. dulu2 mase knal ngn huda, takot sgt.. coz die ni tgk org dgn pndangan 'slack' je..haha..(jgn mrh ye syg).. tp bile lama2 knal, bley masuk la plak kan..dulu2 hani slalu ikut huda bersukan.. volleyball pantai laa.. jln tepi pantai la.. mcm2 la xtvt yg kitorg wat b'sama..huhu.. bile ngan huda best sgt2.. hani dpt knal ramai kwn baru.. especially budak2 yg men volleyball.. kitorg pon sekepala..mcm2 kitorg b'cerita..hehe.. aritu huda ade dtg kl.. tp kejap je.. x puas lg la.. nk b'gosip lg..da rindu da nie.. sile dtg lg ye..kehkeh.. :)


cik hani & cik huda yg comey time raye 2009.. :)


4. BFF hani yg ke-4 ialah Nurul Faziana Binti Kamal.. faz pon hani knal kat matrix lg.. pastu 1 course kat UMT.. which mean hani, faz & dj adelah classmate dr matrix yg sntiasa b'sama2..huhuhu..faz time mtrix dulu 'skema' la jgk..(hehe..jgn mrh ye faz syg..) tp skrg she's a hot & stylish gurl beb..hehe.. i like her style now.. & she's smart.. :P


cik faz & cik hani.. muke kitorg burn giler time ni.. baru blik survival laut kt bidong mase first sem.. noob gile rase.. kahkahkah


5. BFF hani yg kelima ialah Arwah Nurul Diyana Binti Roslan.. yup.. she died in 12 Mei 2009 (if i'm not mistaken) before her birthday which is on 19 June.. unexpected.. she absent 1 day from the work and at that nite she died..the doctor suspect that she got infection in her lung.. and during the time she died, the doctor said that her heart was swolen..hani knal die mase form 3..tp kitorg x pnh btegur sapa.. she's one of the best student at her school.. mase form 5, kitorg 1 tusyen al-bukhary, which was held in her school..kat matrix x pnh pon btegur.. but still remember mase 1st day masuk asrama, kitorg b'tegur sapa.. x sngka 1 course rupenye.. dulu, arwah la plg rapat ngn hani & zati.. bilik kitorg pon dekat2 mase 1st year..study same2..slalu lepak same2..time 2nd year, we all semua slalu pegi kelas tumpang kete arwah.. selalu gelak same2 coz die seorg yg sgt ceria & suke buat lwk.die slalu nasihatkan hani dlm byk perkara..especially about men.. die marah hani slalu nanges sbb lelaki... die la tempat hani luahkan perasaan.. kitorg pon have the same hobby which is singing.. masuk koir same2..die pon rapat ngan family hani..hani ingat lg time raye 2008.. arwah dtg beraya kt umah hani bwk adik die.. die ske mkn kek..hani awl2 lagi da simpan kek utk die kt dapur.. kebetulan mase die dtg, family Mr.Ben pon ade.. hani x smpat nk lyn die.. tp die x segan silu g dapur makan kek yg hani wat & she said kek tu sedap.. abes licin die mkn..hani t'haru die suke.. die pon slm ummi Mr.Ben mase dorg 1 family nk balik..hani sayang die sgt2.. hani jarang rapat dgn kwn perempuan sbnrnye.. & when i lost her, i really felt lost.. ;'(..sampaikan 3 hari b'turut2 abah & mama teman hani tido.. sbb dorg tau hani sedey sgt2.. dorg ckp arwah budak baik.. mase mlm arwah meninggal, 1 family kami nanges.. i still remember how pain it is to lost somebody that are really close to me.. & hani da xnk go through it all again.. one thing that i really regret is that, on the day she died, at that morning she called me telling that she wont go to work.. coz she sick.. hani merajuk coz she don't tell me earlier.. mase tu abh hani da siap nk g keje..hani x mandi lg.. imagine i was kelam kelibut at that time.. & at noon, zati ade call die..mase tu kitorg tgh lepak2 b4 balik..xtau nape hani teringin sgt nk ckp ngan die.. & dont know nape hani ego sgt mase tu.. & rase sayu.. i think that i wanna apologize her the next day..tp x sgka.. mase balik kerja, ade strange number call hani.. die ckp arwah xley nk naik ambulan coz hani pgg ic arwah.. arwah t'tinggal brg die dlm handbag hani pd ari sebelum tu..hani pegi tgk arwah nek ambulan.. mase hani tgk, die da nmpak mcm nazak..tp hani xnk pk bukan2..but at the same time, hani da bgtau kwn2 suruh doakan arwah.. a few days b4, die mmg slalu mengadu sakit dada.. bile mkn muntah balik.. i did told her pergi jumpe dr. pakar.. die pon mmg nk jumpe..but it was too late.. at that nite, hani call zati.. zati ckp mak arwah ckp arwah da sedar.. kitorg plan la nk g hospital after keje.. lpas maghrib tu, tetibe hani dpt call from kwn hani time skola rendah yg mane she is related to arwah.. mase nk angkt hp tu, hani x sdap hati sgt.. tp hani rase hani tau wat she's gonna say..sha asked me.. 'hani, tau x yana dah xde dah?' & when i heard that, i was kinda blurr & stunt.. lutut ni rase lemah sgt.. rase t'awang2.. lama sgt hani pk till sha say gudbye pon hani blurr lg.. & then hani menangis & meraung sepuas2nye.. jerit nama mama.. i dont know wat to say.. hani juz ckp 'yana xde dah'.. mase tu hani hopeless sgt.. org ptama hani bgtau adalh zati.. die pon x sggup nk dgr smpai hani kena ckp ngn mama die.. & then hani msj & call kwn2 yg lain.. kebetulan hani xde kredit time tu.. hani xley nk bgtau semua org.. bile kitorg smpai kt hospital je, hani & zati same2 nanges bpelukan.. perit sgt korg.. lost somebody yg sgt close dgn kite unexpectedly.. sedey sgt2..
now' even we've move on, we never forget her.. she's still here in our heart.. & i wish i could have a chance to say that i love her.. eventhough she's gone now, i hope she knows that..Al -fatihah for her.. :)


hani & arwah yana.. mase ni kitorg g mydin beli brg utk dinner 1st year..



hani & arwah mase buat persembahan koir acapella.. rindu sgt time ni.. we enjoyed so much..



mase ni dinner 2nd year.. she's wearimg my tudung.. :)



da three of us..hani..yana.. zati.. :)



da six of us.. kenangan with arwah.. :)

i really love diz pic.. :)


p/s: i love all of you.. wanna all of you to know that..Best Friend Forever.. :)
saranghaeyo.. <3