~Hair~

Hi & Assalamualaikum..

Hair is very precious to woman.. orang kata rambut tu lambang mahkota wanita.. & mostly lelaki prefer wanita yg berambut panjang lg mengurai.. seperti gadis-gadis rejoice & pantene.. btui dak??haha.. honestly, i don't have a beautiful hair.. i bet people will expect that i've a very beautiful long hair..or maybe a straight silky hair.. tettttt..tekaan korang salah...

i confess that i have a hair problem..it's started in 2006, when i'm in matriculation i lost lot of my hair.. i don't know why but i guess maybe because  i ate too much maggi + drink a lot of cafein + stress in study.. masa tu kalo sikat  rambut je, mesti bergumpal-gumpal..seriously i'm so scared & i thought i'll gonna die soon bcoz i might get serious disease such as cancer.. haha 

Tapi Alhamdulillah, masih hidup sehingga kini, 2013..hehe..so i thought maybe it's genetic from my father (my father is bald since he got married to my mom) or maybe because i kept changing shampoo brand during secondary school.. effectnye gugur la rambut.. yela, budak-budak kan selalu terpengaruh dgn iklan tv..kihkih.. so after 7 years, just imagine how many hair left on my head.. it's like everyday i loss my hair.. dulu masa kecik-kecik, my hair sangat sangat tebal.. hitam..straight.. but then bila masuk secondary school, my hair become wavy.. maybe sbb effect pakai tudung..peram rambut basah2..haha.. orang cakap my hair  ikal mayang..dulu  masa kecik-kecik, my mom always cut my hair to very short one.. like a boy.. bila balik pekan, pahang, wajib pegi kedai auntie cina tu potong rambut.. so, mmg dulu i'm a bit tomboy + ganas..haha.. pastu da masuk secondary school, baru start simpan panjang-panjang.. dulu boleh simpan panjang-panjang..paling panjang almost sampai pinggang.. lepas 2006, since i loss a lot of hair, i started to cut my hair, paling panjang yg boleh pun sampai bahu je.. bila da panjang dari bahu, mula la gugur..tak tahan tgk rambut gugur, maka haruslah potong pendek..

Bila rambut nipis, jarang & nampak kulit kepala, seriously rasa down + malu+jealous kat girls yg rambut lebat & cantek.. it's like rasa rendah diri & ashamed la..kat khalayak ramai mcm kat surau pun kadang-kadang segan nk bukak tudung..coz people will look & stare.. like u are an alien.. (@_@).. tapi hari tu my mom cakap nampak rambut makin lebat..apa rahsia??hehehe.. i think it's because i consume Felinna vit C tu kot.. it's a collagen..since i consume that product, i realize that, bila sikat rambut, rambut x byk gugur.. muka glowing..kulit lembap..plus collagen & vit c good utk org yg ada resdung.. maybe sbb resdung jugak i loss my hair.. so maybe that's the reason..tapi hari tu saya beli sekotak je before engagement.. sbb duit xde..scholarship x masuk lagi..so bila berhenti, i started to loss my hair back..oh rambut.. T_T

sekarang rambut da melepasi bahu..disebabkan curl & wavy, xla nampak panjang sgt..tapi bila diluruskan, sbnrnya da sampai dada..agak panjang...tapi hari2 bila banyak gila gugur especially lepas mandi & rambut basah, agak stress jugak.. i hate this.. so, i've decided that i want to cut my hair this weekend, when going back to hometown..tadi duduk depan cermin, tilik diri sendiri..which hair cut should i choose.. bila pandang rambut yg panjang & wavy macam org buat kat saloon (pernah amoi nak potong rambut tu tanya, lu x sayang ka potong rambut, coz she thought that i curled my hair at saloon..bahahaha.. so do my uncle.. during hari raya in 2010 i guess, he said, wahhh..rambut buat saloon ke??kehkeh..well, it's natural), rasa macam sayang nak potong..tapi kalau tak potong, kerap pulak gugur.. nanti kang botak terus..hahaha..so, i googled few image that can be as an inspiration.. this time, i really want a short hair cut..coz i planned to do some treatment after this.. & mungkin sng pakai minyak, toner, ubat, blablabla after this.. & mungkin kadar penyerapan & keberkesanan produk tersebut adalah tinggi bila rambut sudah dipotong pendek..senang diurus nanti.. check this out:

 too sweet.. ;)

 love this style also.. :)

 fall in love..

 hey, i might consider this justin bieber looks..bahahaha

 love this too..

 and this...

 cute..

this is cool.. ;)

 arggghhhhh.. pening nak pilih design kepala..hahaha XD

since isu hair ni agak besar for myself, i did explained everything to future husband.. for me, sebarang kekurangan pada diri haruslah diberitahu awal-awal agar bila dah kawen nanti xdelah husband terkejut beruk ke apa kan..mana tau kalo kena cerai tibe-tibe malam pertama sebab husband rasa tertipu.. bahahaha.. so better berterus terang..it's the easiest way.. in my situation, i love to ask him ridiculous questions.. .saja je nak tgk respon orang laki ni mcm mana..hahaha

me: Awak.. saya nak tanya ni....

him: ape???

me: Kalau saya botak kan, awak nak saya lagi tak?? (soalan kena la extreme sket..haha)

him: haaa?? kenapa?? awak botak ke??

me: kalo ye??

him: tak pe la awak.. saya terima je awak seadanya.. paras rupa bukan kekal pun..  nanti da tua pon buruk jugak.. botak jugak.. saya pon byk gak gugur rambut ni.. . lagipun skrg kan macam macam ada..yun nam haircare la.. miracle hair la.. nanti dah keje or ada duit, kita gi la sama-sama ek?

me: T_T (menanges terharu ada pasangan yg mengharukan..hahaha)

pastu nak test lagi...

me: awak... saya kannn.. ada parut penuh satu badan... (ok, ini mmg tipu..haha)

him: yeke?? 

me: haah..nape??dah xnak saya dah??

him: x kisah la awk.. nak jugak kawen dgn awak.. x kira la ketiak awk hitam ke.. mulut bau longkang ke.. hidung senget sebelah ke..(ok, yg ni saja reka cite..kahkah)

so, telling the truth about yourself, & he doesn't mind about it and accept you just the way you are, that's telling & show how he loves you truly.. despite segala kekurangan yg kamu ada..that small little things doesn't matter..it's not your physical or how did u look, what matter the most is the 'heart'.. that's true love.. :')

p/s: my younger sister also faced the same problem.. i wish that i get my scholarship as soon as possible.. i wanna bring her to get a treatment from specialist too.. coz i knew how she feel & i wanna help her..pray for us so that our hair will grow more & healthy... amin.. :)