Hi & Assalamualaikum..
Just a short & brief update pasal Hari Raya Aidilfitri 2013.. oh ye.. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri dan Maaf Zahir Batin ya kawan-kawan.. Maaf la tak sempat reply every sms, fb msg, wassup & sebagainya sebab agak busy di kampung.. maklum la.. jadi anak dara ni tempatnya di dapur je.. kihkih..
Anyway, before i fly for a short vacation, jom cite kisah raya sket.. Kisah Raya 2013 ni agak berbeza berbanding tahun-tahun lepas.. the truth is, i'm not excited at all mcm raya dulu-dulu.. beraya dengan broken heart.. huuu.. kalau dulu-dulu, dapat msj romantik bagai malam raya dari yg tersayang.. tapi tahun ni dah xde da.. kalau dulu, since 2009, there's some1 will always be by my side, share the celebration of raya together with me at our own kampung, exchanged pictures & others, but now not anymore.. Bila ingat balik kenangan dulu-dulu, terus terang rasa rindu.. & i wish i could turn back those old times.. when i was the happiest girl in this world.. But now, everything has changed.. it makes me realize that how 'a year' can changed everything.. People changed.. But the memories don't.. & how it hurts when somebody you really close to just become somebody you used to know.. & you realized that you have no value at all to them now.. Takpe.. InsyaAllah, 1 day everything will make sense.. Just let time decide what will happen in the future.. Allah SWT saja nak uji kesabaran, ketabahan, serta rasa kehilangan supaya 1 hari nanti, diri ini akan lebih menghargai insan lain serta kuat & sabar utk menghadapi kehidupan yang penuh pancaroba.. Dan semestinya Allah SWT nak bagi something/person yang much much better than before.. Dan Allah SWT juga sedang berfirman dengan penuh kasih sayang kepada Nurul Hanira.. sebab Dia tahu Nurul Hanira ni banyak dosa & masih diberi peluang untuk bertaubat.. Dia bagi kesunyian supaya diri ini hanya akan ingat padaNya.. Berusaha & berdoa serta bergantung harap hanya padaNya.. Have faith Hani.. Have faith.. in this life, what comes around, goes around.. Bila orang menyakiti hati kita, just biarkan.. let Allah SWT settled everything.. but for me, i just assumed that all people who had hurt me already dead.. it's easier for me to move on & focus with my life.. ok.. done..
Walau diri terasa sunyi, tapi i never forget that i have such a beautiful family.. & there's a lot of relatives, friemds & other people who still care & love me.. they are my cure.. i love all of them to bits.. please enjoy the piccas uploaded below.. ;)
Sila layan muka poyo ini dulu ye.. kahkah.. :P
1st day raya.. ;)
with the one & only brother.. my lil sis said this pic looks like husband & wife..haha
with kakak mira.. ;)
my life, my heart, my soul, my everything... :')
Mak zita's family.. :)
Ateh's family.. :)
The girls with Abah.. Gambar candid..hehe
Our family with To'ki & Atok.. :)
The cousins..
Ok.. Done 1st Syawal 2013..hehe.. next 2nd day...
with the small cousins..hehe.. syirah (da purple one) is comey... ;)
Actually ramai yang xde masa raya ni.. ramai lagi yang x balik.. yang datang lambat tak sempat bergambar..hehe.. so overall, 2 hari je raya.. & banyak masa dihabiskan di dapur.. hahaha.. so how's your raya guys? be happy & take care okay...
and lastly, do enjoy our video.. recording dalam kereta masa nak pergi beraya.. kahkah.. just for fun.. :P
p/s: off to bed.. it's already 1.50am & i need to drive for a long journey tomorrow.. feel so excited for next vacation.. my 1st time ever 'holidaying' overseas.. after this dah ada passport, i may traveled anywhere i want.. Good Nite people.. May Allah SWT bless you.. :)
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