~Ku tiba lagi~

hi & assalamualaikum..

semalam saya menangis sebelum tido.. saya rindukan seseorang.. yang pernah hadir dlm hidup saya..yg pernah jd orang yang penting dlm hidup saya..tetiba 2-3 hari ni teringat..sbb everything that happened to me in this few days just remind me of him.. i know i've to forget him.. but no matter how hard i try to hate him just to forget him, i just can't..i asked Mr. Ben..

'Salah ke kalo kita rindukan seseorang yang pernah hadir dalam hidup kita?'

he know who i meant.. saya mahu dia paham perasaan & hati saya.. saya nak jujur dengan dia.. mcm Dhia dlm cite 'Tentang Dia' tu.. mungkin betul susah utk kita lupakan org yg rapat dlm hidup kita..yg tau every single things about urself.. this is what Mr. Ben said to me...

'x salah pon syg nak ingat kat dia.. syg xley lupakan dia lagi kan? xpe.. slow2.. Insyaallah..nanti syg akan lupakan dia...tapi jangan lupa dia kawan sayang ekk?? abg akan tolong syg lupakan kenangan bersama dia.. abg janji abg akan bahagiakan syg..'

& this...



'syg tgk x cite kal ho naa ho?? mcm mana preity zinta xley lupakan Shah Rukh Khan sampai dia tua even da kahwin dengan saif?? tapi dia bley bahagiakan saif..setia pada saif.. '

so what should i say more? i think he's right.. life must go on.. no matter what happened..let bygone be bygone..what important is the future.. i should be so grateful to have Mr. Ben right? yes i did.. i know i can count on him.. i know he's the one that will make me happy..i promise i'll make u happy my love.. i'm still trying to give my best to u.. terima kasih kerana memahami & menerima kekurangan diri ini.. & still be right here to stay with me.. love me with all your heart..

p/s: Falling in love is like death.. u will never know when it would happened.. even u never imagine that it would happened..even u never asked u will fall in love again.. even u already with someone, it is possible to fall in love again.. don't be so sure that u'll be with ur BF forever unless both of you got married.. because some people are meant to fall in love..but not meant to be together.. & being with the one who love u so much is better than being with the one u love.. because the one who love u will always be with u & try to make u happy.. and it would be less hurt being with someone who love u for who u are..who accept u the way u are.. & even he know that ur heart is not totally for them, he still wanna stay with u.. be with u..coz he believes that one day, he will got ur heart again.. Dear god, if he's the one for me, please ease our way..Aminnn (^_^)






here's some lyrics of Ku tiba Lagi..the song that i love to hear now.. since tgk drama Bunga April.. :)

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