Hi & Assalamualaikum...
As a normal human being, i can't help and stop myself from falling in love. yes, love. i started with hating people who is in love because they seems to show too much about everything and yes, i ended being one of them. sigh.
Maybe because at that moment i knew little about love towards Allah S.W.T.
All i know is to let that person know how much i love him like there's no tomorrow. when we had a fight, i will not eat. i lost 3-4 kg easily within 2 weeks. i will cry every night. i even do stupid things.
Maybe because at that moment i knew little about love towards Allah S.W.T.
Later i realized, that emotion. that fear of losing someone. that deep love. why do i put a person, a human being, that important? why I didn't afraid of losing the love from Him, the Creator? is it because when you love a person, that person is vulnerable and you didn't know if he still wants you in his life? and that you know, whenever you pray.. Allah is always with you, that He is not vulnerable. He ALWAYS with you no matter what. He ALWAYS love you in any condition. all you had to do is ask and pray. so is it because of that?
Maybe because at that moment i knew little about love towards Allah S.W.T.
The truth is, whenever you make an effort to make someone, well in this case Him loves you back.. the more you will fall in love.
It doesn't matter who you ended up with, because He will definitely gives the best for you. you might found someone's spouse have all what it takes but it might not suitable for you. bersyukurlah dengan kurniaan yang diberikan.
This is an impulse writing. so if there's by any chance that you think this post is useless, at least it is useful for me whenever i read back what i wrote. it is just a reminder for me to love someone because of Allah.
I love you.
p/s: a very good writing by Fatin Suhana in which i felt the same way, been through the same situation like her.. clap.. :)
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